Fucked up bitch

I only fuck you when it's half past five
The only time I'd ever call you mine
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me
When I'm fucked up, that's the real me, babe

www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzTuBu…

I hate this song but the lyrics resonate with me.